Dreams, dreams..

Dream 1:

I am with Joel at night in a summer meadow with rolling hills. We have my car and we're going to some monastery type place, but to party. I have blankets and bottles of hard booze in teh trunk of my car. We don't drink but we're drunk and meeting some people there. We move past the structure which is Japanese architecture and streams and bamboo with candles and statues. It's peaceful and the sultriness and heat are present. We move past to more meadow with more statues sprinkled about. I go to one of the statues that is a feminine shape with large sort of oblong breasts. I have my cell phone and my shirt off and I keep putting my breasts next to the statue's to take a picture. My breasts looks almost the same but bigger than the statue's. Every picture I take comes back of my face, and I can see I have a shirt on, which is confusing, because I don't. It's dark and warm and Joel is in front of me and kind of to the right, he's smiling and having fun but doing something else.

Dream 2:

I have just bought a bunch of new beauty products at the drugstore. One of them is shampoo with henna in it. I drive down the road from my parent's house where I am staying, but they live on Hidden Creek in Arcata. I drive down to the bottom of the road and on the left side, instead of the church and the apartments, there is a big bathtub under some trees. I run a big hot bath and Erin appear with some friend of hers. She wants something from me, so I tell her to get in the tub while I put shampoo in my hair. She gets in and it's really bubbly. I run up to my car to turn up the hot water for when I am going to rinse out my shampoo, but am dismayed when I turn the knob because I realize it is not connected to the bathtub in any way. I go back down to Erin in the tub and tell her she needs to get out so I can rinse out my hair. The water in the tub is pink and iridescent with bubbles, and her face looks open and sad like she's had a lobotomy and I was the last thought in her head. I look in the mirror (I don't know where it is mounted, but opposite direction from the tub) and my hair is short and curly, but not soft like usual, bristly and puffy like an old lady who had it teased. It's a reddish brown color, the henna is working. The dream kind of changes now.. I get back into my car, and there's this gang of kids walking towards me, they mean me harm. They're young and stupid like the college kids I tried to avoid today. I try to close my door in time, then I'm not sure what happens. I kind of rewind, and am walking to my car again. I go under this long drooping branch, and the kids are on top of it, walking, and don't see me, but one of them take a piss and it drizzles down the branch and onto my head and shoulders. I am embarrassed and scared but I keep walking, thinking that it's a good thing I will be taking a bath soon. They notice me and laugh at me threateningly. I am approaching my car, and they are closing in on me. They change from the stupid young kids into my brother's friends, Cedar and Tanner, and some other guys I don't know. They are still laughing at me and I try to get into my car but they get there first and infiltrate. I can't make it to the driver's side quick enough, and they have gotten into my car, so I go to the rear passenger's seat where Cedar is sitting. I say to him, "You can't do this to me! You're my brother's friend! How could you do this??" He smiles at me, he is very close to me, and presses his chest against mine. His eyes are a deep inky blue (I've never really looked too closely at Cedar's eyes so this is probably not accurate), and he says to me without blinking, "Doesn't this turn you on?" I can feel his chest against me and it is very warm and gives a little under the pressure (perfectly, the way Joel's does), and it does turn me on, a lot. I want to be honest so I look down, surrendering, and say, "Yes." They drive away toward the ocean, but I am somehow following them. When they get to the cliff's edge, they drive down another road that is like a spiral staircase going down, and there is a column in the middle, all of this made of white/beige stone, very smooth and reminds me of a dali painting combined with something out of Bedrock. I try to watch them drive down, but I just get to the edge in time to see them running up the spiral laughing and lawless, beside themselves with entertainment and my car crashing onto the ground below (not into the ocean strangely) and ruined for good. Alarm sounds.