Today has gone really well. My spark came back, I felt lively. I got hit on on the phone multiple times which must mean I'm feeling better. I got my charm back. I felt in control, and beautiful, and powerful, and my salad was yummy. I wore fuchsia lip stick, my hair high, and the bracelet my brother gave me. I drank a triple latte, my eyes feel funny.
There is a concert tonight in Denver, and I kind of want to go, but I work at 8:30 a.m. Whenever I think about going out, I get a tummy full of nerves and worry about what I'll wear or why I'm going at all. But I don't want to miss out... And I no longer sit at home and smoke myself to sleep... So what will I do? Laundry! And I'll write in my blog. And maybe I'll get drunk alone since, you know, I can. Patton and I will hang out. I can maybe go to Target, there are a few things I've been meaning to stock up on........... I can get a new shower curtain! I'll write more when I am home and alone.
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