Gotten

I'm exhausted. No cramps which is completely out of the ordinary.. Usually I am out of commission. I guess relief comes with age..

I am sucking at work right now but I don't care too much. If anyone wants to ask me about it, I'll just tell them to try bleeding out the crotch awhile.

This morning was filled with tears and pain, it is good to go through the process and feel what I did. I made an appointment with a therapist for tomorrow at noon, and she is expensive but perhaps I will get something out of it even if I don't end up continuing with her.

Joel got us sushi from Ideal for lunch. There were sushi kisses, and Patton was silly and waggy as usual... He nearly skinned my finger last night when I tried to give him a gift of rotisserie chicken. Those teeth. I flipped out at him and he felt real bad, so I went over with another piece to show him how to be gentle, and he was very dainty and carefully licked my fingers after he discerned which was poultry and which was living flesh. He's such a good dog. On Valentine's Day we will have had him a year, and he'll be 6 & 1/2. Check out my introspective mood.